Thursday, 03 August 2006

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  I didn't want to put this on your site so i put it on mine for you to read.

                       you called me today. i was waiting until you would.i do miss talking to you but we didn't even talk to each other. i guess we just didn't have anything to say. well i did but i forgot everything i wanted to say......                  if you wanna know why sometimes i act towards you like an asshole then other times i act fine.... well it's cuz i'm so sick of not being able to be with you. and i try i really do try to be a friend to you. but usually it doesn't work. i just wish things were the way they were. u know??                   remember that time you came over my house at like 11:30 even though you had to leave at like 1 i think just to see me.? but that night we got into a fight well it wasn't really a fight but you were made at what somebody told you about me, which wasn't true. i thought you were gonna break up with me. idk you prolly were until i started freakin out. then you prolly just felt bad for me.idk.

  it was only 3months yea i know but for some reason it felt longer to me. i loved you. && i still do.... ok......         i am there for you i know i'm not "THERE" but i am. i always am.if you can tell me who else cares about you like i do, i'd like to hear who.if anything ever happened to you i don't know what i would do. even thinking about it makes me weak.

  i wish i could be with you all the time.i'd make you wanna stay here just to be with me.i'd believe in you and in everything that you do. i'd push you through to make it big. i'd help you with all your problems. i'd promise.

   

   

  And i'm telling you the truth when i say there was no guy over here when you called ... you prolly had the wrong number.cuz my dad was already home the first time you called.i know you wouldn't tell on me gezz... lol

  && i need you to tell me if you don't have any feelings for me anymore.i just really need to know.

   

  if your reading this then your probably thinking i'm insane but oh well i wanted you to know that.  

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